Where do I start? I've been really busy, history is such a pain.. and it doesn't help that my professor is a genius :(. I did an essay on factions regarding the federalist paper 10 and 51, and I was getting mad cuhs I didn't think it was going to help me become a nurse. Haha, but I'm looking at education in a different way now. I actually pay attention, cuhs I actually give a damn. Now that I look at myself putting all these effort to set a standard on my grade, I don't know how the hell I survived school all through out my life. I wish I could go back and re-learn everything else and understand it better, so when I actually reach college it will be a lot easier. Lol, but sadly I can't, I was that kid who wished school was over already.
As that goes on, I thought that my plans were settled, but an intelligent significant other persuaded me to aim for something higher. I'm scared cuhs I am in my comfort zone and I am fine. I am scared of failing, thats what is stopping me from achieving something greater. So my plans shifted, and I'm looking at MSMC & UCLA.
I was depressed earlier the day, I think I was just overwhelmed! Think this, I got all emo cuhs darry said "Well, I am busy.. what do you want me to do about it?".. I am such a little baby! I came into a conclusion that I think I am taking our relationship for granted, or maybe I'm just not used to being the dominant one ;).. haha my boyfriend's pussy whip! Kidding babe! 2 years happened last week, and it wasn't much.. but it was a great day. I am happy, so I think I am okay to where I is. :)
So in two weeks there's this gathering at mi casa for an early celebration for mine and my lil bro's birthday. It's so weird, I didn't even want a celebration, but my father insisted.. cuhs I guess he took that advice pastor said. So heyyy! If you're down to hear the word of God, come attend my birthday :).. Haha. Well, I am turning 19 in 3 weeks? Yeah, wow I am getting there. A week after is my lovah's 19th :).. HOLLA!
But anyways, I'm high maintenance, so this is what I'm achieving for my bday..
-Ugg bootS!
.. and some major shopping. Holla.
I'm going to bed now. It's pretty late.
