Happy Valentine's day to all you simps out there! Anyways, my valentine's day was alright; I got ready around 12. Darryl came over around 3, then he surprised me with a bouquet of flowers. Aw, my first valentine's day with him for 3 years that I got roses :). We spent about an hour laying in my bed trying to figure out what we were gonna do. This is why, ladies you do not let you man plan a date! Haha.. so we ended up staying indoors.. back at his house watching movies, cuddling and eating pizza. He said "It doesn't matter whether or not its valentine's day,it doesn't mean I'm going to love you more or less because of this day. I'm with you all the time and today isn't any different" .. yee yee yee, cheesy boy :) He took me home around 7.
Okay so, the other part of my tittle stated "motivation". The reason behind it is because, Darryl and I had this conversation the other day about college. He was right when he said before college started he thought that he was "dumb" because he was only attending a CC. But now, we realized that we get the same education as those people that attend CSU and UC. I was actually jealous of those people who got to go to UC and got to experience the whole dorming life. I want to be a part of that, I'm sure most of those people that didn't get to go to UC knows what I'm talking about. So here's when I say "I'm glad I fcuekd up my high school years".. because I realized, yeah I messed up but it only thought me to be serious about my college year. Because honestly, from my opinion I think that K-12 aren't shit, they are just a learning step to prepare you for college and the real world. So now that I'm in college I'm taking education a lot more seriously. Ha! So for those of you who doubted me, guess what bitches? EAT THIS SHIT.
Another thing, I got hom today and I received a letter from COC. It said that I was a part of the "President's Honors list".. its cuhs fall 2008 I received a GPA of 3. a50nd higher (which I got 3.75). Yeah, suck on that too. This motivated me, I know that I'm somewhat struggling in math.. cuhs I know it's my very weakness, but after this.. I am not giving up my hard work. Fall 2008 was such a burnt out semester for me, and though I'm kind of discouraged cuhs I hate math, I'm going to have to deal with it and love math, because I want this so bad. As I read the letter to my parents.. my mom hugged me. Gosh, that was about the best damn feeling in the world. My hard work from fall finally paid off. MSMC watch out for me.
As for my goals, I ought to start writting them down. Darryl asked me about it today, and I said I didn't know. So being Darryl, of course he told me to start writting my goals down.. and so I should. Well, nursing is not going to be any easier, but what is easy? I'm going to miss my regular sleep days.. hello readings. I'm excited and right at this moment I am motivated.
Once again, for all of you who looked down on me, I told you I was going to shove it up your asses. Here it goes! :)
