What the fcuk? I feel weird right now, something's either pssing me off or bothering me. I could think of a couple of reason but I'd rather not state it.
I've been talking on the phone with Tai for these couple of days. Catching up is always good, and gossiping is jst what girls do. I sometimes think about the people I use to be really close with, and for some reason I wonder why our friendship changed. I had a conversation with Tai about this. We were talking about how our older friends from highschool, you know those ones that are a year older than you, they tend to tell you enjoy your highschool years because once you step out of that place, things are going to change. Well, it has been clearly proven. Those relationship just changes, whether it is because of "shit happening" or time, nothing ever stays the same. It saddens me how I wish things were back to the way they were, but when you actually look at it, it isn't what it used to be. I'm trying, still trying.. because I know who I want to be in my future. Lol, writing about this publicly isn't the way to go, because no one really understand the situation. Whatever, I guess I'll leave it to here.
I was talking to my friend in math class today, he said that his friends were telling him that all he does is homework. Lol, and I can relate to that. It's exhausting, I come home.. I sit in the dinning table around 4 and I realize that 4 hours has passed. What the fcuk? My mom was getting mad at me cuhs I don't help out around the house. That got me mad for some reason, because I seriously barely have time from mondays - thursday. I'm only free over the weekends, talk about adding more pressure to me. Math is just overwhelming most especially because my class is accelerated, so it's a lot to take in one day. It's only been the second week of school and we're on chapter 4. I have like 2 sections to do every day, ahhhh! Okay well going back to my friend, I was telling him how when I'm jst alone, I start reviewing those math problems in my head, jst so I know I'm familiar with it. I think about it when im showering, driving, and sometimes even when im eating. Lol, Ohhhh mathhh.
My weekend looks pretty busy. I plan to finish all my math homework tomorrow, and study for my math test on monday. Then on saturday I'm pretty much going to be babysitting Mia :), which is what I'm really looking forward to, and sunday is church day.. so more math. Gosh! It's darryl's birthday on monday. If only I could ditch my health psych class so I can see darryl when he gets off school, unfortunately, that's a no no. I'm jst going to have to wait till 2.. sigh :(. I seriously have nothing planned yet, and my gift will be postponed, because I'm a little tight with the moolah. This is how broke girls do it.
Okay whatever I'm gonna knock out now.
