I seriously shouldn't even have time to be blogging! Stupid math! My bed is jst full of papers and books, ugh! I'm like seriously studying my ass off for this test, I need to get an A from now on, or my gpa is fcuked! Ugh! I'm so stressed out, so to be on top of my game I decided to make myself a deal.
I have money, so that isn't an issue, and I've been wanting to get UGG BOOTS since my birthday, but I was broke at that time, so whatever. I don't know why I put my tattoo and tongue piercing on top of those boots. Haha, that coulda been one ugg boots. But anyways, I made a deal with myself that the only way I'm going to get that boots is if I get an A on this test. My fcuking life is resting on this math test! FCUKFCUKFCUK! I dont know why I didn'thave the urge to get the boots once I got the money. Idiot..
So when 12 hits tomorrow, I think I'm going to kill myself. Haha I should be out of class already! Whew, I need some stress relievers, and I got the best onE ;).. I can't wait. CRAZYYY! I'm going to see Vanessa tomorrow, since she needed to interview me. I think its real cute how she asked me, she said something like "I need to interview a girl in my family that means a lot to me, and that helped me accomplished something" .. ;), who wouldnt cheese to that? That's my boyfriend's sister! :) Makes me supppa happy.
I was seriously plannin on going home straight after my class, that was the reason why I didn't go to my second class, I jst wanted to be with math. But someoen had to make me feel bad, and remind me about my responsibilities as a girlfriend, and be there when the boyfriend needs me. Ugh! I seriously wanted to cry, and I know whoever's reading this might think "priorities first".. haha thats true, but man! I felt guilty. Whatever, I'm handlin bussiness anyways. I think its jst funny how darryl was driving me insane today! It turned out a great day though, I missed that boy over the weekend.
I'm on that stage now, wherein my tattoo is irritating me like mad. I want to freaking scratch it so bad! What the fcuk?! Lol, but im controlling myself.
I wanna do a photoshoot, I'm so depressed! Haha, maybe taking pictures will make me feel better. Ah speaking, I have like a freeaking pimple on my right cheeek. It aint big or nothing, I jst hate that shit. Theres ONE and it stands out like mad. Ugh..
I love complaining, it makes me feel so much better. I'm so stressed out, I dont think I could say it enough. I'm serious, if I get a freaking C on this math shit, Im going to take it again during summer, and I D GA F.
I'm out.
