It was a fun day to spend, knowing we won't get a feel of eachother. Lol, seriously. I love random moments that makes me aw and cheese, I had it a million times today. The best part was, Carl's Jr. I wouldn't trade that hour with anyone else for anything. Who knew that something so simple and little as that can mean so much.
Right now, I can't stop staring at the Cue we took. That boy sure knows how to keep me grounded cuhs he left me something to satisfy myself. I love it, and I love how he can jst adapt to anything and everything he knows will make me happy. I sat across from him today and we talked about our relationship and I asked him "well, don't you think you spoil me?".. And he said "nah, I could do more. " Personally, I think he's done a whole lot for me than I could even ask for, and the funny thing about that is I don't. I guess that's what I've learned through out. I never asked for anything in return, I jst kept giving it my all.. because I knew in the end .. everything I gave will be all worth it. &it is.. now look at me. I probably have the most magical relationship anyone could ever envy. And who knew it was going to be darryl. Knowing a bitchass like him, you'd be surprised on how far he's come along. I'm happy.
You know how you always want something you don't have? So you tell yourself that you will be content as long as you get that. Then you work a whole lot of time trying to get whatever that is, jst to find yourself wanting more? Lol, well I'm on that feel. Just the thing is, as of right now I'm content. I have everything I could possibly want and need. I found my mojo back, and once again I'm motivated. Ill start fresh tomorrow, watch out :)
