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I'm so bluhbluhbluh, its been 3 weeks.. and I can't believe this silence is still going on. It's ridiculous! I don't freaking know how to end it, and I don't think she really wants it to be over. She's jst going about her life like nothing really happened. How can you live in the same roof with someone you don't communicate with? I'm so mad at her that I don't even have the energy to keep up with whatever she's trying to prove to me. Whatever, I messed up.. I did what I did, but cmon seriously, be the person you are and jst ugh! I've been walking around like this doesn't mean anything to me, when my conscience keeps nudging me about it.. I keep dreaming that things are back to normal, jst to wake up knowing it was all a dream. Ugh, and someone isn't really trying to do anything about it.. I guess he's fine with it too. This is why I don't wanna be where I'm at, cuhs my house does not feel like a home anymore. I come home, and I don't even want to be home, cuhs I want to avoid her so much. I'm so freaking mad at her its not even funny. My family is broken, and it's slowly eating me alive. Wow, mutha....WOW.