i'm going to kill someone. Ugh, I'm so stressed out.. you have no idea!
I'm hella behind my biology class, its irritating me. I need to get my books asap and with my dad giving me all these troubles I can't seem to catch up. I tried going to the library to see if I could have the book for a while and read, but it turns out they don't have the right effing book. Top that, it said on my paper that class started on tuesday, but it turned out that it started on monday.. which i missed and also a quiz! -___- what the fcuk?! Ahhh. Then today, it was lab.. and I'm like kay I'm gonna stay focused &I grab my chair and all then this old muthafcuken lady taps me and says "i sit there" &im like "oh sorry".. but its like theres no damn seating chart you bitch. Since the class was hella fcuking full I sat way in the back and I didnt get to do the lab right. Oh and it turns out I still need that lab manual to do my lab work, and the bookstore are out of it. Kill me now! Oh my freaking god!
Statistics is going fine for me though, I understand it and all.. so I think I'll be fine. It just takes a while to do a problem but I'm caught up. So yeah, it annoys me how I have such a huge gap in between those two classes.. and oh my god dude, they're each 3 hr classes. Haha, seriously.
I can't wait till the weekend so I could catch up with bio.
So with the fighting with my dad brought me to tears, and I don't know why but I didn't cry as much, i wasn't like hysterical.. I was just crying. I woke up this morning and my eyes were hella swollen, I'm like what the heck? Not even eyeliner could make it go down, it was strange.. on top of that my eyes hurted like a bitch! But the thing that makes me feel better was the fact that when I hit up darryl cus I didn't know what to do, he was down right there for me. It was cute cus he was willing to do all these things and go out of his way to help me out, when he was telling me all the possibilities that he was thinking it brought me to even more tears.. it was tears of joy! I love him so much for that, i can always count on him when it comes to everything :). bestfriend fasho! I'm hella lucky.. I can't wait till I spend time with him. I'm going to give him the best...... kiss ;). Catch my drift? Heh.
I need to sleep now.
