February 07, 2009

Okay! I'm excited for tonight, though its not anything big. I should be getting ready in a bit, but my brother's taking a shower, so I'm jst laying down right now.

Well, a little earlier ago, I was looking through my pictures. And you know when you look at them you remember exactly what was going on that exact moment and what you were thinking. Well, I looked back on a couple of special events of my life. So I realized in about a year span, I lost friends, and gained some. Good thing or a bad thing? Well, gaining friends are always a plus, especially when they grow on you. But losing friends are a no no, though a realize.. they probably didn't deserve to be in your future, no matter how "close" you thought you were. Sighh, I'm letting go of this one. But as for the ones I know deserve to be in my future, you know I'm going to work on our friendship. Jst trying to regain what I lost.. cuhs I really miss those days. I'm celebrating my birthday in about a week and I'm thinking will the same people who were there with me last year will be here this year? Oddness. Anyways, that's a little insight on what's going on inside my head. Haha.. whatevahhh!

Ohh, i'm so excited! Most especially to see ryan, rick and ceejay! I don't know why for gaby and I that's such a hype. I guess I miss those trio. They better not let me down! :).. Okay, I gotta get ready now. Biatchhhhhh :)