Okay, I'm not in a good mood right now. I cannot concentrate in math and the more I try, the more I get fcuking pissed off. I know that math takes practice but damn, I am freaking annoyed that I can't get that shit right. Ugh.. patience, I don't have.

Another thing that is bothering me is this whole "trying to help other people". So I do something with good intentions trying to help "someone".. then that person ratt me out, and its like, hello, I'm helping you here then you decide to ratt on me. I should've learned from the first one. Yee yee, I'm a snitch, get the fcuk over it. I swear I'm done helping other people.. I'm jst gonna shut my mouth from now on. Ugh, I said that the first time.

Today is actually the only day I had time to blog. Saturday was such a fun day that I ended up staying till 3. A lot happened, but I'm not going into details.. basically, it was all fun. That's all. Sunday was an intense morning, the preaching about children and parent's relationship got to my mom, and when I saw her crying.. I started busting out crying. Then my dad did too.. so I cried even more. I mean think I'm weird or whatever, but the whole church was ballinnnn. So that's that.

Yesterday was the first day of school, it went fine. The only thing I didn't like was the massive headache I had when I woke up. It's annnoying, I felt like it wasnt going to go away and that I might not go to school. Luckily, it did.. but holy crap.. it was freezing, and while I was walking to class.. it started hailing! -__-.. great. So now I'm sick.. superb. The day was long, as I have 3 classes on mondays. Whew. Whatever..

And now I'm taking a break from math cuhs I think I'm going to rip my book if I try solving it. I need a tutor, it's supposed to be easy because I've done this before. But gosh, I haven't taken math since soph yr, and I'm out of touch, everything's gone. I'm such an idiot!

I'm also annoyed that I haven't talked to darryl. I haven't heard his voice and I'm going crazy! He IMed me earlier today and told me he didn't have his phone. So i can't call him, ughhh.. call me already.. and maybe I can head back to work. I wanna talk to him so I can complain and whine, cuhs I know he slaps me back to reality when I do. I jst need that right now. Ahhh..