I ask myself that almost everyday. I look back at my life last year and it seemed that right now I'm living in a fantasy world. It's true, it's hard for me to understand what it is as to why I'm where I am right now. I guess when I give other people advice regarding going through such rough road when it comes to relationship, I always have one answer, and my conclusion is always this feeling I feel. I tell people "If you feel as if, it's worth it.. then you're going to do everything and anything in your power to handle things." I mean of course there are obstacles you can't actually fix, and obviously it's all patience. I'm talking like it's easy, its not! But because its been a year, I have forgotten how it feels to be torn apart. It's hard to even imagine that last year, I was torn apart in so many different levels, you don't even understand.. no one will. I basically set aside everything because there was something I needed to fix in my life, and I needed to get that back in my life. To make the long damn story short, it took a lot for me to get where I am and finally feel this SURE ASSURANCE and finally say I am content and happy, I couldnt ask for more.
It's hard, but trust me.. if it really was for you.. those won't mean shit to you anymore. Sooner or later, you'll get what you deserve. :)
